Now and Then... How im allways changing...

I have been reminiscing these past day....U.U For some reason reminiscing the good times makes you feel really good inside~ It made me feel grateful that I made this far~Not everyone is that lucky~You know? Looking at some old pictures from way back then. Remembering about what i did these past years.....I find it really crazy how people grow and change , good and bad. I also have meet so many gals and people in my life. ♥ I just LOVE meeting new people. n_n I'm so ~excited to meet more people this year! *3* Anyways I have gather all the pictures since i was 1st yr.
till now! You could see how I change and grow up. XPI had change SOOOOO MUCH !!! SOOOO CRAZYYYYYYY ~@O@
LOL ha ha these pics make me LOL every time~

Soooo ya......That's me....growing up sadly~ U.U
Grrrrrrrrr~ I don't want to get any older~
I wonder how I'm going to look when I'm 30 ???? OR Even 40!!!?
OMFG!!! XD
Most likely I will have kids by then.....XD LOL
Would I still be blogging? O.O? Who knows?
Time will tell I guess.....

Gyaru Glitter make up :D

Yesterday was my day off for both of my jobs. So I had some free time to play with make up a lil.
I get inspired by Cocona All the time. If you don't know who she is, she is a gyaru AV model.
She got some SEXY ASS GYARU MAKE UP every time , EVEN if she in porn doing her thang ~
She is MY TOP #1 favorite GAL for sure! I call that a REAL street gyaru ! :) She is the BEST ! *3*







Since I was inspired by her i did some make up with colors.
I usually do have glitter every time but ...this time I added more glitter ! n_n sorry guys ...
I was going to post the make up I used but, I didn't have time so next time .
MY BAD......U.U
Now my pictures...I know i look really bad next to Cocona ..XP

*♥ SeX Talk ♥* Nihon no condoms~

Hey sexy people you know what i miss...??? Japanese kawaii, GIRLY, kira kira and sexy ass condoms !!! XD lol Im not kidding you~ >.> I do miss those... U.U like 2 years ago I bought tons of cute ass condoms from Japan. I wanted to show everyone cuz it was REALLY super CUTE! I think If the US states have those condoms ...DUDE ...>.> young girls would actually USE condoms and be safe !!! XD ha ha carrying condom would be FUN!!!! you could show and tell and trade with your girl friends, boyfriends , strangers just anyone...It would be a good ice breaker even~ he he he he XP J/K(By the way I'm open to talk about sex talk just so you know.....Been always had...n_n)

I have used the white box Glamorous butterfly , the black in pink box Glamorous butterfly and the
Luxury Gold. n_n

White box Glamorous Butterfly (Dots) all over the condom ...I mean more like bumps. =)
Black in pink box Glamorous Butterfly (HOT) get hot or warm when u use it.
Luxury Gold is just the condom is GOLD~ LOL like the condom is gold color~
I really like all of them~ fun fun...
These pics I took 2 year ago~I know some people HATES using condoms.... cuz they say.."I CANT FEEL HIM AS MUCH!" To me it doesn't make a different , same shit if he as it or not....XD And top of that..I like to be SAFE !!! better safe than sorry~ right? I do not want ANY accident at all. I would like to PLAN to have a child. Cuz i want the BEST for my kids, better than what i had. When i have a child i want to be ready you know? Oh ya, and you don't want to get any STD either~=P SO SAFE SEX PLZ EVERYONE !!!!! =)
I know I do~ XD been with my man since 2003 and sex ONLY with him~ :) HA HA
I just want to say...you guys and gals be careful ok~ KEEP YOUR SHIT SAFE !!! :)

Next topic for "sex talk" is sex toys. hopefully I be doing it soon...n_n

P.S. If you don't like to read shit like this or you get offensive
maybe you should get out of my blog and don't look at it,that might help~ n_n

In till next time see ya.... LOVE & PEACE

Made my self a signature... :D

I always wanted to make a signature for a long ass time for blogs. But I haven't had time.... But I had some time today so, I decided to make one really quick~ A lot of time times I change my signature.....Its cuz I get bored quickly . That's the bad thing about me~ =.= I always need a change every often when it come to anything....I never like to stick to one thing. I have to have it ALL and always different ..... XD I seen people with REALLY CUTE ASS signature~ I want to try to make a cute signature too~ *3* I need to find me a BEST signature that i will love it forever !!!! Anyways this is what I have right now~ Its like ... whatevers~U.U
So.... Do you guys have a signature? I would like to see yours too.
It fun to see it. Its like a ART.
I seen some REALLY CRAZY looking ones.
Its soooo COOl~ *3*

Ohhhh also~ Today, I got me some NEW Diamond lash again....;D
4 different ones....I better put them in to my collections !!!
You know lashes are my CRACK !!!! @3@ HA HA HA
I cant stop buying lashes....U.U

MY NEW BLOG LOOK!!!!!!!!!!!! T^T soo happy~

Have you notice something new about my blog??? ITS A NEW BLOG DESIGN!!! he he ^3^ Thanks to Emi Marie !!!!! She is the best!!!! So last time on my last blog I ask everyone if anyone would help me PIMP out my blog~ And she came quickly to pimp my blog~ n_n Basically I told her how I wanted to look on my blog~ Like colors and styles....with in days~ She did it !!!! I really love how it came out !!!! *3* Its sooooo ME!!!! ha ha ha But its still not done yet tho... she is still working on it....n_n I told her to take her time no rush~ she could just do my blog when she is free...

I just like to THANK Emi Marie for helping with my BLOG and really taking her time and being such a sweet heart to me! Thank you 10000000000x Emi Marie!
Anyways Im going to be sending her a gift ones I go buy the stuff this week...X3 I feel so grateful so I feel like i need to give her a cute as gift! She didn't want any, but told her she better GET IT NO CHOICE! HA HA >:D
Add her blog if you like...EMI's BLOG
That her pic by the way~ she is sooo pretty *3*

I need to PIMP my blog ASAP!!!! T^T (NEW pic of me)

GGGRRrRRRrrrr I HATE looking at my LAME ASS BLOG!!!!! X(
ITS NOT CUTE!!!!! TOOO UGLY!!!!! makes me sick when i look at this CRAP!!!! And i know you feel the same And IM SORRY GUYS....T~T XD haha So thats why I been asking around if anyone would like to help fix it. Or do it for me!!! Cuz I cant do shit when it come to designing web. NO WAY!!! XP so I rather have some one do it for me that is good at it OR PRO!!!! So if anyone would able to help me or you know anyone that can help me with it LET ME KNOW ASAP PLZ!!!! If you can do it really good and you been sooo helpful I will even give u a nice ass GIFT!!! Or maybe money ....All depends. I have 2 ppl said they can. but Im still waiting to see more people who would LOVE to help me. n_n

So I had to camera whore for the past few days for the Diamond gal cir web page . We will be getting a new one soon so keep your eye on it guys! Anyways I haven't camera whore in a long ass time.... I don't know if its just me growing up ,Me getting really ugly OR just not having motivation??? XD I can't camera whore like i use to.... ha ha It was hard to take pic.
so this is the 4 pic how it came out... I KNOW they all look the same
But I need to choice one BEST pic out of this 4.
not sure which is my fav? what chu guys think? help~?


Im going to try and see if i could come up with better pic. >.>

YAY!!! Planning to Visit Nihon this summer~

Anyways..... I'm GOING TO JAPAN this summer again !!! *3* YAY!!!! We would most likely go there ...middle of Aug ish~? Something like that.. I'm still planning and soon try getting the tickets. I know I want to do TONS of shit there... Need to save TONS of money so I could shop like crazy!! For sure I'm going to Hokkaido cuz I have family lives out there. n_n And Tokyo cuz of my friends! Hopefully Osaka too... I cant wait to go~I was wondering WHO IS planning to go to Japan near Aug. ish? Maybe we could hang out or a gal meet? should be so much FUN! Now I need help with something. I need to find a place to stay in Tokyo area .It could be a apartment, hotel, guess house, friends house or hostel. Don't matter . I guess its all depends? But let me know if you know a good place! And one more thing I need help with is.... Where should I go???? I have some ideas but I want to see If any of you guys have any cool places for me to go. Maybe there is a place that I never knew it existed? SO give me some IDEAS PLZ!!! n_n



THINGS I NEED TO KNOW...
1) Whos going to Japan near Augest?
2) A place to stay in Tokyo or at least near Tokyo . Osaka too maybe. n_n
(It could be a apartment, hotel, guess house, friends house or hostel.)
3) FUN place to go out to....

PLZZZ.... COMMENT AND LET ME KNOW!!! n_n THANKS ALOT you guys!

P.S. I took this pic last time when I was in Japan. =P